I have always thought that it was never too late for anything. As a result, I rarely started anything or, even less frequently, finished anything. While enjoying watching the world go by, happy in the belief that I could start my life tomorrow, I became aware that I need to be doing more about achieving what I want to do and being where I want to be.
In earnest, I started throwing out junk that I had been holding onto. I started just tossing anything that annoyed me (broken things I always figured I would repair but which instead got lost in boxes). That was a really good feeling.
Then I found a box of old photographs. I went through every picture and tossed all the ones that I hated. A lot of them were in the lost photo box because I just didn't want to look at them anyway. They were of old boyfriends, people I never really liked, occasions I didn't enjoy, people I didn't remember, mistake pictures when the camera went off in the bottom of my purse, etc. TALK ABOUT LIBERATING!! I was raised that pictures were the most important posessions you could have and I believed it. Some of those photos were 30 years old and I couldn't throw them out simply because they were photographs and it was a sin to throw out photographs. Boy, do I feel better!! It was like taking a really long shower after a week long camping trip! I am reborn!
Okay, I am getting really into the project of minimizing. My downstairs neighbors moved out today. Oreo and I passed them on our way out this morning. I was watching their crew loading furniture and boxes onto a U-Haul and I just kept thinking "That will not be me when the time comes." I'm going to have a suitcase and maybe my backpack and that's it. I want enough for one checked bag and a carry on and that's it. (If I can manage to put it all in a carry on then so much the better!)
The universe is screaming "SIMPLIFY!"
It seems to be a growing trend to want to shed possessions. I have done a lot of that in the past two years and need to do yet more. I don't think I will ever get it down to what I can fit into two duffel bags but I wish I could.
ReplyDeleteHey, so I relate again..goodness I wish I could travel and enjoy, but it can be very tricky. Good for you for recognizing something different
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